So hot. As gay porn helps transform me from a married, squeaky-clean straight guy - to a horny for men and dicks homosexual - I need to start drinking my own cum when I jerk off to gay porn - so I get used to the taste - all in my preparation to do more than jerk off to gay porn - but to meet the gay men I chat with - to suck them and swallow their cum. The only thing that makes me horny now - is dicks and men sucking dicks and fucking other men. I get so horny watching gay porn - I would suck every dick in sight. I need to train my mind and dick to be horny just at the thought of dicks and sucking men - so I will be horny enough to meet men - and do what I am so horny to do - suck dicks.